Nothing triggers my creativity as much as small setbacks. Both great success as a major setbacks may be totally counterproductive.
A major success allowed me to sit back and relax. I have succeeded! And know that I need not prove so much more for a while. I have received a large dose confirmation and thinks rightly that I can take it easy for a while.
A major setback leads me often to think if I really am on the right track - and maybe I'll skip to something else. I do not have much patience. And I would not waste my time on something that I still do not have the talent.
A small success allowed me to slowly develop. I always have control of the situation. I never take any big risks. And my creativity never exploited to its full capacity, as none has triggered on power. I work instinctively and try me out, but never with real fervor.
It requires that I suffer from a little adversity to really get off on the creative side of me. It is only then that I get really inventive and can do great things. I've seen it so many times in myself. Like when I for example, has designed a book cover, and has come under criticism because it is not good enough. With the consequence that would make me angry. Of course. I have a shorter fuse now compared to before. And after receiving criticism, I'm damned to show how good it actually can be. And I'll do something much better. That's how my cover for Jo Nesbøs books have been added.
Just so it is when I write lyrics. Or when I wrote my show. I come under criticism during the work, because I have asked people to read. And they get a bit annoyed (although I hide it pretty well). But my acidity is when it comes down to is not directed against any person who is critical, but against myself. For the 95% of cases I can see for yourself why what I have done no good.
And the same thing when I stand on stage. When I do badly at me and I'll take a bigger step forward than when I make a decent appearance. Not just in that moment. No, just when it feels like crap. But the effect is that I go home and give me the fan on to show how good I can be. It is never otherwise - not when I have managed large, largely failed or succeeded only slightly.
It accepts that have setbacks, but when they are only small, they are pretty easy to shake off. And they have this positive effect on creativity, I welcome them!
And then I'll close by saying that the reason I'm writing all this is extremely ridiculous. Yes, admittedly, I felt like a little adversity when the Swedish Radio P1 managed MUFF IT to it earlier today and sent the wrong section of the radio series detectives. I was so proud to be there, and I doubt that they will do very much for sending it back to reasonable time, but rather refers to the replay date. But hell, it's a setback that just makes me want to show off even more. And also take in so I almost burst, so that it becomes quite grotesque good results. So I feel at least for the moment, now it's just to take this opportunity to utilize this creativity boost.
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It's the same here actually, I "feel" good about it does not go too easy on the projects, the need for resistors to trigger me sometimes. Most often, the result is very good.